nothing and everything

*Featured in when drifting, she dreams

highkey, she’s right.
we were never together, we were never a couple, and at the
moment, i’m the least of your worries.
but you know what that tells me?

that i wasn’t as valid in your life as i thought i was
or was led to believe.
i have a validity level of zero.
you didn’t think i was worth it enough to come back
and end things the way they should’ve been.

that tells me that i mean nothing.
that i am nothing.

which means forgetting about you should be worth nothing.
not thinking about you should be nothing.
everything i’ve ever told you should mean nothing.
you should mean nothing.
but it isn’t just nothing.

it was everything.
it is everything.