i was so happy for you, i forgot to be sad for myself. i spent months trying to figure out what was so wrong with me – the reason why i couldn’t be obtainable to you. you liked her more than you liked me. you saw her as more and saw me as less.

i hope she treats you similar to the way i could have treated you. i hope she shows you the world in a way that i wish i could. and i hope she loves you and shows you love in the several ways i thought of loving you.